You can't always find what you expect or wait for to happen. I know that, everytime I think about the past year, and all the promises that I made to myself about forgetting you, us, all. 

Today, right about now I truly believe that you can just fall for someone once, for that person, that body, that soul, all in one (in you). All that comes before or after becomes relative, goes in second place. 

Now, right about this moment I stand here thinking how many times I cried, I suffered, all in vain, like if time doesn't passes in this neighborood. I remember all and I miss it like yesterday, I need it like I always did, I look for it with my blood running fast, I still feel something present in my breaths, filling space... that love, that passion, that need for more. 

Can't have it, can't fight for it or against it.